Alex Holt     Feeling blessed!

Life is starting to fall into place....  I have so many little things happen everyday that are working  on making my future a bit brighter as time moves forward.  Moving past a negative truly brings one a postive flow.  I have to admit, helping hands are coming in from so many angles, that I am just over whelmed at the hands that are there to catch me if I am in need.  Like Coach Rick likes to work his team, "From every angle" this is my life right now. Every angle is working, I am happy, I am praying hard and feeling more and more at peace with the little things that seem to build up on me.  God is working along side me.  Family and friends are there as well. 

                        My favorite verse is working as well.....

”I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”

Philippians 4:13

 

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God Is Watching Over You
PHIL JOEL  

 

ALEX HOLT

                     I have moved on. I have moved forward.  Sometimes we try

things and it just isnt the right fit for you.  You must figure it and move out

of it so you can move forward to where it's a right fit.  

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I know who I am and where and what I need to do.  I am working everyday on my future,  my dreams.  I pray that I can surround myself with ones that truly care for me and want me to

succeed in all my life desires.  i.e 1.Traci  2. My parents 3. Me 4. Ronnie 5. Ernie 6.

Softball, college, future of Marine Biology, a successful adult like my father and mother. This is all I want for the kids, family, friends that are in my life. Best wishes to all out there that is not feeling like a right fit, not being heard by others and need to find their dreams and their desires. LIFE IS TO SHORT TO WASTE!!! Let's all go get our dreams!!!

SOFTBALL rules!!

YOU RULE!!

I RULE!! For all the right things.  A right fit is soooo important to ones self.

As I was thinking about a few things in my life, I came across this, I'd like to share it:

"What do you consider important in life? What makes you feel whole and complete? What makes you feel muddy or impure? What makes your spirits soar? What makes you feel proud of yourself? 

Every person has his or her own set of rules that he or she believes in, holds true and valuable. It has been said that one man's virtue is another man's sin, so it is important for each of us to examine and actually follow the rules we have been creating all along.

When a person breaks one of their own rules they are weakened and no longer in the State of Integrity. They feel less worthy, less deserving of good fortune and less confident in even the smallest matters. It shakes their self-esteem and makes them uncomfortable with who they are.  When one is weakened in this way, one is easily influenced by the ideas and opinions of others, because one does not know what one believes. One can "sell one's soul" by seeking acceptance by others and agreeing with ideas and doing acts or condoning behavior which violates one's own code of ethics. This is another cause for mood-swings. One is not standing on a firm ethical foundation.
During our teenage years most of us struggle with the concept of "belonging." We wish to have friends, be part of a group, be popular, be accepted. Often it is during this stage of our lives that we begin to lose our integrity. In our desire for acceptance we sometimes seem to lose ourselves, trying to become like the rest in our crowd. When a person does this, he starts creating a synthetic identity, one which fits the ideas of the group. After awhile, he forgets he is doing this and the synthetic identity runs on automatic. By now, he thinks it is him"........ Enid Vien.

That sums up me for now.  Praying for a bright future for myself, my sister, my brother, my mother, my father, and all my real friends! 

 

 

 

Alex Holt

  Feeling blessed for so many reasons these past few days.  :)
 

Alex Holt

FrancescaBattistelli  says it best in her song, "FREE TO BE ME"

From my last post, I have figured out what is bugging me so bad……beside decision making, it is, I don’t want to say pressure, cause I can deal with pressure, it is the lack of trust, the lack of my own decision making and for that fact being bossed, bossed and bossed more.  Dad, coaches, teachers----trust me, I know what I have to do, so let me do it……let me decide right, from wrong. I was raised by good parents and I have wings that are trying to unfold, however, they are being clipped by the lack of……..what others think I don’t know.  I do know, I do know!! This is senior year, I want to do everything I can and be with all my friends, taste a bit of freedom at this point in my life.  I know what has to be done, I am doing it….not so good at times and other times I just amaze myself of what I can do…..Being reminded that it is my senior year and I have to do this, this and that….I know. ALREADY! :/

My girls! My friends! My life!

Ask me about it!

Ask me if you can help me or ask me what decisions I have decided on.  I have answers, just no one is asking me because everyone is soooo busy bossing me, pressuring me for their own egoism reason.  I am an adult, ya know! 

My favorite coach ever; Ronnie Rhoda….that coach was soooo much fun to play for.  We laughed and joked around and Coach Ronnie never ever bossed us/me, or told me how to do what I know to do, he would say, “baby girl, go out there and do what you know to do”!! I played hard for him.  I would love to be treated like that from others in my life.  From teachers, coaches and my parents.  The pressure cooker is on, I don’t need the heat turned up anymore from others.  Makes sense? Good, cause I figured it all out……let me be free to be me.

GOD and I are working on my future. 

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