Alex Holt

FrancescaBattistelli  says it best in her song, "FREE TO BE ME"

From my last post, I have figured out what is bugging me so bad……beside decision making, it is, I don’t want to say pressure, cause I can deal with pressure, it is the lack of trust, the lack of my own decision making and for that fact being bossed, bossed and bossed more.  Dad, coaches, teachers----trust me, I know what I have to do, so let me do it……let me decide right, from wrong. I was raised by good parents and I have wings that are trying to unfold, however, they are being clipped by the lack of……..what others think I don’t know.  I do know, I do know!! This is senior year, I want to do everything I can and be with all my friends, taste a bit of freedom at this point in my life.  I know what has to be done, I am doing it….not so good at times and other times I just amaze myself of what I can do…..Being reminded that it is my senior year and I have to do this, this and that….I know. ALREADY! :/

My girls! My friends! My life!

Ask me about it!

Ask me if you can help me or ask me what decisions I have decided on.  I have answers, just no one is asking me because everyone is soooo busy bossing me, pressuring me for their own egoism reason.  I am an adult, ya know! 

My favorite coach ever; Ronnie Rhoda….that coach was soooo much fun to play for.  We laughed and joked around and Coach Ronnie never ever bossed us/me, or told me how to do what I know to do, he would say, “baby girl, go out there and do what you know to do”!! I played hard for him.  I would love to be treated like that from others in my life.  From teachers, coaches and my parents.  The pressure cooker is on, I don’t need the heat turned up anymore from others.  Makes sense? Good, cause I figured it all out……let me be free to be me.

GOD and I are working on my future. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKSQjSdU8VA